jakarta 0509

I've been letting myself sailing further and further away from consciousness
although it felt so cold and neatly tied yo upon the pillar of arrogance
I realize that I've been doing wrong things for a couple of times of my time slot
drifting away from faith too wide

I've never thought that it would be this reasonably big problem between me and myself
I've never thought that I've lready got the solution for this problem

I realize that every pages on mylife has its own theme to be told to you, that's why I never bother to think about it
I'm going to let it go, flow with the time stream, bounce with heart beat of mine
I'm going to see the end of it, and find the faith within my hand.. I just want to keep my life's interesting..
God, I will never asked you to give me the answer of my prayer, I'll let myself into it..
Like i'll never open the next page before this one gets understood by me
I would love to read the book in as early as I can but I must not do that, otherwise it will be over too soon.


Although I will desperately translate the message in your voice, God..
I hope that I've never lose this kind of wonder